Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Utter me-ness.

So I keep thinking, "I need new clothes."

And after I spent the last of my pocket money from my last pay check, I was desperate for jeans. "These jeans are so out of style." I would say. Like once a week. "I MUST get new jeans."
SO tonight I went shopping to buy jeans. I found lots of cool jeans that fit really well.

But I bought yellow, orange, green and brown striped pajama pants instead.

And proud of it.
And I bought a brown shirt with a Unicorn on it. They are so totally cool. And I am so excited about it. Who cares that no one sees pajama pants? They're COOL, and I like them. HEhehe!
Anyway. You guys have kinda swayed my opinion on Hilary Duff. I realized I formed it too hastily... and now I've suddenly lost interest in most of her music. Funny how that can happen. Now perhaps I will go give myself a pedicure. Just for randomness. (or you could make a really lame Nse pun and say just for kicks)

Oh, BTW, (since I know you were all wondering so impatiently) the Fellowship Lunch was a total blast, despite it's obvious Boydlessness. :-) I hung out with Laura and Nate and Nse, and talked to Jacob some. It's weird... now that I've finally stopped wistfully wishing I could be a part of their little group... I suddenly realize that I can fit in just fine. And it's not about things like cool jeans. And most importantly, they're not interested in fitting in- they just want good, solid friends and a harmless good time.

I'm in a really open mood. It's very weird.

Hey, Dad, look at me
Did I grow up according to plan?
Do think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disaprove all along...
I just wanna make you proud.
I'm never gonna be good enough for you.
We've lost it all/Nothing lasts forever/I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late/and we can't go back/I'm sorry I can't be perfect...
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spend with me now seem so far away...

That's a song writen too a guy's dad. It's so sad. But can't we all relate to it... in some way? It's one of those very, very few things that can make me almost cry.

(the song's called Perfect, by the way)

K. I'm really going to shut up now. :-)

8 comments:

emily said...

*grins* Thanks!
Wow... I just realized how self-centered I sound... look at my last two post titles!

Dorothy said...

Nooooo you totally don't!
That's soooo funny about your pajama pants! I finally have just enough jeans that fit. That aren't 'hip' or anything since I can't stand most of today's styles...
So I'm back from the Fair but extremely tired. I realize that you all deserve a post, but right now I'm just checking everything, so I'll post either tonight or since I'll be gone till late maybe tomorrow morning instead.
I like it when you post more too Em.

Vanimae said...

hi em.

Dorothy said...

You're sure? I'm not.
Yes, I'm sure it's school. I'm sooooo busy right now! But it's calming down. I'm going to post today if it kills me! So keep you eye on my blog.
And I check blogs pretty much daily, so if you post don't think it's falling on blind eyes...or something like that...

Vanimae said...

time for a new post!!!

emily said...

Yeah... but I have nothing to say!

quenta tindomerel said...

absolutely nothing?
;P

Dorothy said...

Than just say nothing...we'll all listen attentively!
So I'm back. Now it looks like everyone wants to post but doesn't think anyone is paying any attention. So basically, we're all here and all procrastinating. Now let's all post!