Deprived and alone

I am not extreemly happy right now. I'm not exactly sad, because there would be no reason for me to be sad... but I am lonely. Nobody emails me anymore. Even when I email them.

Then we are leaving co-op. There are just two more weeks left... then it's all over. I had some really good friends there. And they accepted me, which I doubt I can expect from friends at the new co-op.

I just wish I had a social life of some sort. I'm like the only extrovert I know... you guys probubly don't quite understand how important it is to have people. Not even necessarily close friends... just people.

But, on a happier note, co-op is almost over, and with it goes hours and hours of laborious work. Furthermore, I think I will be getting out with a decent grade.
But there is a Biology final on Monday, which I could use prayer for.

Y'know how the pastor at Emmanuel was saying that if you're not growing in grace, you're going backwards? Lately I've really felt like I must be going backwards. Because I'm not growing, and I feel like God is getting further and further from my thoughts. I guess I need some really good devotinal or something...

But guys, could you pray for me? Because I'm really trying to be more mature and gracious in my behavior... so often I'm selfish and snappy when I should be setting a good example as a Christian. I never think of others, I'm just concerned about myself, and I think only God can give me a loving heart. So please pray... I need it.

Love all you guys. What would I do without you? :-D